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RDH: JUNE 2024
02/06/24
Studio - focus on one image…
Well, some days just don’t go the way you want them to. Bit of a damp squid in the studio. Superficial work on ‘mugshot’ (working title). Vented frustration out on cleaning the yard.
05/06/24
Organising archive.
06/06/24
Late Night Art - Belfast. Traditional Route.
09/06/24
‘The Week in Art’ podcast discussing Studio Voltaire and Martha Jungwirth’s take on Goya. “Turning off the facuet of emotion.” (on O’Keefe).
The Sleep of reason.
‘Talk Art’ with Nathanaëlle Herbelin.
“Hindsight” - So bloody close! Frustrating. Too thick in hair and isn’t dynamic as rest of picture. Deep breath. Could be worse and be no where near close to finishing - silver charcoal filled linings.
Still haven’t heard anything from S.P. show.
12/06/24
…found wanting. Rinse head - take a step back and look at the bigger picture.
F.W.A.
13/06/24
Being really fucking ballsy!
14/06/24
Didn’t get solo chance. Ah well. Up to Belfast for opening of ArtsFest III.
Great turnout!
16/06/24
Cleaning works in the lower garage. Some damaged beyond repair.
“Hindsight Study” finished. Some substantial progress to “Four Years On”.
19/06/24
23/06/24
Great day.
25 + 26/24
Family sick days so just a total wipeout.
Visual / Ocular Migraine.
30/06/24
Started the day off bright and early with some sketching from photos taken throughout the week.
“Four Years On” finished.
Larger portrait started. Good way to end the month.
RDH: MAY 2024
02/05/24
Late Night Art Belfast
A busy busy night!
05/05/24
Added crow / plague mask to soldier’s face. Not sure where, if anywhere, it’s going to go. Ran it’s course perhaps? Palette cleansed.
…action painting?
08/05/24
“Gallery Visit” showing in ArtFest 3!
Just because you can do something doesn’t mean you should.
09/05/24
Would be good to start thinking about plan…
10/05/24
12/05/24
Drawings to acetate. Cuprinol spillage - use to benefit? Bleached out wartime work - it reached the end. So, today in the studio - rather than painting… worked on drawing up new canvases. NB: Paint needed through the week.
Three works started - went for a dander in a thundery downpour holding a couple of the new canvases over my head. Letting the heavy raindrops move the unfixed charcoal. Funny, the momento mori could have done with a few more and the ‘Tesla’ a little less. HINDSIGHT!
12/05/24
Hold the family close. Bus decompress time.
18/05/24
19/05/24
20/05/24
If you’re going to do something, do it right!
26/05/24
“Week in Art” Mona Lisa interview really interesting. “The living earth”.
“Talk Art” Shaqúelle Whyte.
Solid progress. No titles as yet - Hindsight? Could work for all three really.
29/05/24
Dublin.
It’s always sunny in Dublin.
RDH: APRIL 2024
Clothing detail work on “Last Fancy Dress” and a promising start on “They Had It Coming”. Keep it raw - how do you describe that?
11/04/24
Submission 1.
16/04/24
Submission 2. Ran out of time for drawing work.
17/04/24
Sketchbook work.
S.A.W.E.D.
18/04/24
Submission 3 - an open call.
21/04/24
Studio - pre paint notes:
Headscarf - maroon?
Background - a sickly yellow / green (not unlike “Amy Study”.
Now that the canvas is covered (no more blankness) - it’s show time.
24/04/24
Dublin bound. Really bad that I have gotten out of the way writing in this. [slaps wrist].
S.V. confirmed! Class!
Popped into the LAB Gallery to see “Emergency Knowledge: The Missing Archives - Vagabond Reviews”. Great to see Save Our Sperrins highlighted among other important causes.
25/04/24
OK, so I’ve been putting this off for a while and now, it seems that bus time is usually RD time these days.
Project idea I had maybe ten years ago: record a sitter - up close in portrait whilst asking questions - mix of mundane and psychological. Between each question - leave around 20 - 30 seconds. The sitter remains silent throughout - more of an introspective process. The idea was to then take still of video and convert to painting.
What if…
instead of a static camera on tripod (that I tried back in 2014) - the footage moved in, out and around the sitter?
And…
instead of working off individual stills on separate works - merging onto one surface. Showing a variation in composition, scale and method of painting depending on the image taken throughout the test?
So, let’s take stock…
Four submissions done in past 6 weeks plus an SV!
Sketchbook work tonight - since brain is firing on a few more cylinders than usual.
27/04/24
Four years. Surreal.
28/04/24
Studio time.
Well, after nearly losing it on the skin tones - “THIC” turned out better than I could have hoped. A strange feeling.
30/04/24
“mother tongue” in the MAC - GREAT!
Dorothy Hunter’s work took breath away! Bloody brilliant.
RDH: FEBRUARY 2024
01/02/24
Beginnings…
02/02/24
…officially taken a back seat. That’s OK though. Needs - Must. Doesn’t mean the grey matter stops!
I mind a ‘Thunderball’ poster with a table in it - or was it N.S.N.A.?
Knots - Riddled.
03/02/24
20:11 - Malcolm John Kielt born - 7lbs 10oz.
Jan was amazing.
09/02/24
I have been thinking about what was put to [redacted] for the [redacted]. Advice could (and should) be taken on board closer to home.
Certain circumstances, mean that practice has taken a back seat - as it should - but this shouldn’t be an excuse to down tools completely and end any creative activity that could be happening. I don’t know if I could fully switch off anyway.
Just because the practical studio and office / sketchbook time is lowered doesn't mean all artistic outlets dry up! There is room in other spaces. Even now, trying to carve out some creative time will be important. Use any spare time wisely - but also enjoy the early days of baby number 2!
10/02/24
Studio cleaning and some posthumous signing this morning.
Had time cleared for the studio for a few hours - just to get some paint down when no sooner had I started, the skirting man arrived.
The best laid plans etc etc.
15/02/24
16/02/24
BEEP BEEP!
17/02/24
“A Brush with…. Wilhelm Sasnel”.
“I do not control painting; I follow it.”
Wilhelm Sasnel
Some studio work - bit of a no-go. Need to re-energise the on-the-go paintings somehow OR start from scratch OR (3rd option):
Finding - or trying to find a new rhythm. Tough going but we’ll get there. What have I done in the past when I’ve come to a cul-de-sac?
DRAWING BOARD! Practical Next Steps.
18/02/24
Plan set out to be productive this evening - … had other ideas.
Submitted!
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XIII
20/02/24
22/02/24
Ciarraí MacCormac at Ulster Presents.
Pond(er) at Catalyst Arts.
23/02/24
“Every man is guilty of all the good he did not do.”
Voltaire
25/02/24
“A Brush with… Stanley Witney”
(…a painting has to get ugly before it can be beautiful. If you go straight to the beautiful, you’re aiming at the pretty.)
Two canvases started. Badgers’ is quite interesting already.
Fingers crossed.
28/02/24
“A.J.#240” - well I fell asleep during that podcast. Riveting.
29/02/24
Sketchbook studies.
RDH: JULY 2023
02/07/23
TALK ART: TIM STONER
“When you are a mature artist, you’re not a mature painter”
“Process of Catharsis”.
“The world can only be grasped by action, not by contemplation. The hand is more important than the eye… The hand is the cutting edge of the mind.”
from ‘The Ascent of Man’ by Jacob Bronowski
Really good going with “In a Huff” today. Yellow a little acidic maybe and the t-shirt needs refining - but not to the point of going too tight with it.
06/07/23
09/07/23
‘A Brush with… Jeremy Deller’
“In a Huff” - muted the floor; slightly less acidic and lightened the background / walls. T-Shirt texture is troublesome so pared it back to jostle with it another day.
“Put it Away” - background darkened and textured up. Happy little accidents like the dripping on the skin and around the mouth. Have kept them there for now. Perhaps veil them at a later layering stage.
The lighter hair is going to be a challenge and at this point it’s rough as hell
but
I’m looking forward to tackling it again. I feel this may be a case of slowly working in between a few days of drying time. The open hand is a headache because the source image is so bleached out with light that it looks flat. COUNTER THIS.
11/07/23
A few days off.
LATE NIGHT SKETCHING!
13/07/23
Palette cleaned and two new canvases drawn up. Essentially getting ready for Sunday/Monday painting session.
Noticed something when looking through acetate sources. Initials. Lots and lots of initials. Subconsciously adding? Especially ‘A’. If you look at the drawings (and by proxy the paintings too as I try to keep elements of the drawing mark there too) they are there from the get go. Food for thought.
15/07/23
… submitted …
16/07/23
Thought better of putting paint out for a morning studio session. Decided to focus on pushing the drawing and tonal elements of the two new canvas works instead. Full day in the studio tomorrow. Best not throwing that away!
17/07/23
The bones of Orestes.
A really good day in the studio. “In a Huff” finished and more progress on “Put it Away”. Also some layering and groundwork done on the two new pieces. More of this please!
19/07/23
Take own advice.
22/07/23
Oppenheimer = outstanding.
23/07/23
A solid six hours in the studio. Good momentum on large piece - still no title (but worked from an image of Marina Ginestà). An enjoyable birthday weekend.
27/07/23
… preselection…
30/07/23
Not feeling it today. That does not mean that you simply walk away from studio. Grind it out. Do something! Will set ‘Marina’ aside and work on “Put it Away” instead.
See what happens if you stick it out!? Finished this painting even though head was not in it today at all. Yes, the guts of it was done and it just needed refined in certain areas. There’s a level of satisfaction to be had when you accomplish something that is usually the bread and butter stuff when you’re not in the zone. Makes it sweeter somehow.
RDH: JUNE 2023
03/06/23
Late night transferring… some drawings that have slipped through the net over the years.
04/06/23
06/06/23
08/06/23
09/06/23
10/06/23
Studio cleaned, layered on two new smaller pieces, and cleaned palette.
11/06/23
…no more diddly-dallyin’, let’s get right on into this Sunday studio session. (IYKYK)
Substantial progress on “Put it Away”. Little prayer piece, not so much.
12/06/23
So “Put it Away” moving along nicely and a little surprisingly. The new paints are making a difference, I think.
13/06/23
Visit to the Belfast School of Art Degree Show.
14/06/23
Didn’t get to sketch tonight as intended but there will be time set aside.
Mythology / Semiotics
…venturing onwards…
It’s just dawned on me that Saturdays will alter. Well, they’ll change a good few times in the coming years. But - as always, adapt, re-organise, create, repeat.
15/06/23
After all that graft … to be left at home.
Lovely comment today. Left painting over to Catalyst for showcase and auction coming up.
18/06/23
Studio time now. Let’s see where these go.
Quick notes for Prey/Pray:
charcoal first
contrast facial tones
less marks in hair - blurred or subdued
Quick notes for “In a Corner/ Huff”
Scrape paint on walls - flatter
T-Shirt work
NB: Didn’t get as much done as I would like to.
19/06/23
PRINTS HAVE DROPPED!!!
20/06/23
FB Memories - use to dust cobwebs off? Also just having the small sketchbook close by - for out and about.
Is it too fuzzy? Probably do no harm to have the mini sketchbook around with me - as was the original idea for it.
One thing I have noticed, and it’s a good thing. With the two journeys on the bus three times a week and the time at lunch, I’ve noticed some considerably more writing / thinking time / ideas coming into RD.
I’ve even started bringing a book with me on the bus. Although The Iliad was probably a poor first choice. I am eager to delve into mythology / symbolism again.
The legend of “Bisclavret” has been crawling through my head the past few days.
IIW = IMAGES IN WAITING
21/06/23
Quick stop to see the work in Catalyst’s Showcase.
22/06/23
23/06/23
Our beautiful Bonnie, my studio assistant and my dad’s blonde shadow passed away in her sleep last night. Everyone is hurting. 12 and a half wonderful years. The best girl.
24/06/23
…called in to say hello… folds around eye went in such a way that it looked like he didn’t have a socket let alone an eye. Hard to explain.
Quick Question = Very Quick Yes
25/06/23
“A Brush With… Jacqueline Humphries”.
Finished “Let Us Pray”. Areas successful, others not.
28/06/23
Dublin Bound.
Culchie boy, I love you / Grá mo chroí thú, mo chábóigín féin – Kian Benson Bailes at the Project Arts Centre.
“an atom bomb in each morsel of life” by Katherine Sankey in the LAB Gallery. Beautiful aroma in that first box space.
RDH: APRIL 2023
02/04/23
“…entry point into an emotional landscape.”
“…photograph is just a vehicle to then deal with those subjects that I want…”
Matthew Krishanu on “A Brush with…”
Having a crack at “Check Your Pockets” again. Going to try attacking it from a different angle.
09/04/23
Easter Sunday.
“A Brush with… Mike Nelson”.
“C.Y.P.” - let’s just get something down.
Good progress on figure today. Looks solid but… it’s not sitting right though and when I looked again after cleaning brushes, only then did i realise… the issue is the background. Compositionally it’s fine but the colour choices and tonal values are all out of whack.
11/04/23
Over the Moon!
12/04/23
14/04/23
Still pinching myself. Best foot forward!
16/04/23
Seem to have went and gone the long and awkward way about it but “Check your Pockets” is finished.
Some sketchbook work to finish the day off.
20/04/23
Special letter in the post.
23/04/23
Great to hear the Ulster Museum being interviewed in The Art Newspaper’s “Week in Art” podcast.
“A shared history, not a shared memory.”
Studio time - clothing an background work on “Boy Soldier”
RDH: APRIL 2022
01/04/22
First bath.
02/04/22
…only to have the computer crash.
06/04/22
The best of intentions.
07/04/22
Sketchbook work. Blowing off the cobwebs.
08/04/22
Great to meet a good friend for a coffee and a chat.
10/04/22
14/04/22
Need to find a centre ground in practice. It’s been an amazing 18 days with the beginnings of family life.
Red Head Redemption?
16/04/22
Nari Ward on ‘A Brush With’
“Chance is a material.” - N.W.
Really pleased with how ‘Girl with Red Hair’ turned out. Little bit of ogham incorporated into the sleeve - hangover from the Catalyst residency? No bad thing.
18/04/22
Delegate. Divide (time) and Conquer.
23/04/22
Just seen EMIC on ‘The Art that Made Us’ on BBC.
Incredible! So delighted for EMIC. What a platform and in such amazing company!
24/04/22
Some good movement in the studio today. There does seem to be a struggle with imagery at the minute. Solution: back to the drawing board. Literally. Setting time aside for drawing will help no end.
One Month old!
28/04/22
Sketchbook work tonight. Limited but worthwhile.
30/04/22
Little comparison to W.C. Honoured.
Studio time. “In the Pond” is getting there but need to be careful not to over paint.
…some interest in a selection process?
RDH: APRIL 2021
01/04/21
“A Brush With… Ali Banisadr” - audio-visual synesthesia.
02/04/21
Palette is cleaned and managed to get some good work on “On Gilded Steps”.
03/04/21
Added some gold aerosol for the edges of the steps. So close to finishing it up. Very frustrating as last week one of the figures that was working the best is now the last piece of the puzzle yet to fit.
05/04/21
“On Gilded Steps” finished!
09/04/21
…apparently it was coming but it was a jolt and now a growing sense of uncertainty.
10/04/21
“Seven Types of Ambiguity” by William Empson.
Ambiguity has to be purposeful, holding multiple elements in suspension - that’s when the ambiguity works and has a function.
11/04/21
Such a leap from what was happening last year.
12/04/21
Catch up on webinars. Is ‘brand’ a dirty word?
13/04/21
Episode 27 of “Jo’s Art History Podcast” is live! Always strange to listen to yourself back but I really did enjoy the chat with Jo.
“Gathering Thoughts” gathering momentum.
16/04/21
Quick run to Belfast to lift “Hotel ‘78” from the RUA.
17/04/21
Studio work: less will be more with “G.T.”. Progress made but very slowly. I could have ploughed on this evening but I thought it was best to quit for the day while I was ahead.
19/04/21
“Leonardo" on Prime. Fast and loose with facts but still fun to watch.
22/04/21
Yesterday saw a long overdue clear-out of the office and the start of a fresh lick of paint.
25/04/21
I think I’ve taken “Gathering Thoughts” as far as I can go.
27/04/21
A solemn anniversary.
28/04/21
Submissions made. Fingers crossed. Primed large canvas today which took several coats. Barrow + woman with dogs / butcher?
Starting to get excited by a piece that hasn’t even been started yet.
29/04/21
Decided against ‘woman with dogs’ and ‘butcher’ imagery and opted instead for early biplanes of the RAF. This way I can instead swap scale instead of orientation and hopefully not overcrowd the composition. The red container behind the medics should be kept and then adding the planes using tonal differences / slightly different register. There and not there. Pillers - might be best to paint them out. There will probably be remnants of them as layers are added.
30/04/21
A broken up sort of day.
RDH: MARCH 2021
04/03/21
It’s been a full on week - trying to ease myself in slowly and find my footing again and knowing my limits.
Evenings = questions
05/03/21
UPDATES
06/03/21
Handwriting is a microcosm of the personality.
A good start to “The Infamy of Crete”. Muddy palette so far but for now it’s working.
11/03/21
SorT? tech-check. Target -> 1488 (done).
Bullet points for a smooth six minutes.
Could easily fall into the trap of not doing anything this weekend but I know how it would make me feel if nothing was to happen. Try your best - productive variables.
12/03/21
Good God this text is heavy!
Taking time in the studio. The little pieces of canvas / glass that I’ve been asked to put something on for a student’s project was actually a really good loosening / warming up exercise. I have plenty of little strands laying around and could put paint down / play / experiment / make mistakes for twenty minutes before moving onto wall works. Not a bad idea.
Gold Leaf for step edges possibly?
13/03/21
Some really solid background work to “On Gilded Steps” - a lot of blending work. The scratching around the figures - lets try and keep some of that!
15/03/21
Scanning.
16/03/21
Having to go up above to finish online work just sucks.
18/03/21
Waking up at 4am - chocking. Not good.
Miriam O’Connor: different coping mechanisms - access to the studio so important - adaptability key to productivity - art to navigate trauma in life - art practice is tool for survival
Austin Ivers: teetering between the two poles of anxiety and boredom.
19/03/21
Really enjoyed taking part in the panel talk yesterday and the podcast is out today. So happy it was recorded before my voice left me completely.
20/03/21
Darkness in control.
“O.G.S.” - Steps are really annoying me. In hindsight I probably would have set the steps differently. now, however, with the background nearly prefect as it is, it could be a disaster to try and adjust the steps and lose that backdrop. I have this painting by Rembrandt rolling around in my head at the minute.
What a game!
21/03/21
Should the bull’s head go black? - went a little too far with it today but it’s fixable.
25/03/21
Scaling sketches down in scanner is probably a good move. A few good drawings of old family photos tonight.
26/03/21
“T.I.O.C.” looks more like an etching at the minute.
Loose! Emphasis on LOOSE!
27/03/21
Last night was a total nightmare. Floating, panic and chased by a hooded killer. Once caught a falling sensation would wake me up but once I dozed of I was straight back into the nightmare and repeated this process around four or five times.
‘Create and curate your own archive’.
Farewell Fernand.
28/03/21
Marta Dyezkowska Talk
memory / identity / trauma
We should be able to close the door on loss.
Standing with back to camera, an act of defiance against process. Mix memory with current state.
Really enjoyed this talk today! Watching and listening in made me really nostalgic about LOFT. We should be proud of what we were able to achieve with that space.
29/03/21
“The infamy of Crete” - finished. Not perfect but pretty solid.
30/03/21
Little bit of “T.I.O.C.” was really bugging me so I crept into the studio and fixed it last night.
Today was a case of drawing up a few smaller works and putting down basic paint layers. A promising start.
31/03/21
A quick up and down trip to Belfast for an appointment.